Sometimes, life is just so fullll of obstacles...it seems like something just has to be in between you and wat you wana get...watever it might be..anyhow, i think He had created this world so perfectly that every happening has it purpose to serve..meaning..it doesn't happen just for fun! lol..so bearing this in mind, i try my best to figure out wat's the purpose that the Lord allow anything that fall upon me..

In the end, it'll just make us a better person..there's a chinese proverb that goes "天将降大任于斯人也，必先苦其心志，劳其筋骨，饿其体肤” and i think this proverb is so correct...cuz nothing comes in free without any effort from us...

I'll always remember this -- We are in the process of dying once we are born, the only thing that differentiate us is how do we make this process as remarkable as possible =]